I have been very tired from work and thats made me lose some motivation for working on my website I also got all caught up in trying to self host and there wasant enough resources to make that easy for me I might have to learn that later or I have to run linux and that would be a massive pain since then I Would have to either reformat my old USB to run it or I would need to buy a new one and either way it looks like running ubuntu is going to be very anoyying if I have to do it overall ive been frustrated with that and busy with work and now I have a boyfriend too!!!!! mack is sweet and im thinking about him a lot and there hasn't been a lot of room for anything else ive been busy but I cant seem to find anything I have to do today so today I think I can work on my website a little more