this was a whole hassel for me to do but I did figure it out and thats the important part and now I have my first day on monday I apologize to all of you for wasting my last month of freddom on personal things but there is one awesome thing I used time for and that was my boyfriend!!!!!! we kinda fell in love on accident 3 months ago I found him in my DM's and I thought he was somone else that told me they friended me so I talked to them under that assumtion and they had so many things in common with that person that for about two days I thought it was them until we had an akward moment were we figured out what happend but it was two days in so it wasant that bad basicly since then we have talked every day to eachother and we had really great chemistry that I had never felt before I really never got bored of it the very cool thing about my boyfriend is that he makes very cute art he's shown me a picture of his sketch book and it was really pretty and he is in collage to be a programmer to so we have that in common I tried making him a website but I kinda got frustrated and got a massive headache so I took a break and then forgot about it for a while but ill hopefully update it soon I really think he is my ride or die but ive been waiting until enough time has passed to tell my emediate family since it's only been three months and they would think I was moving too fast or something another update is that I think I will be downsizeing my webiste just so I can have an easier time updating it and managing it I feel like it's become more of a blog then anything and pepole certainly arent stopping by regularly to look at my about me or my playlist they are most likely stopping by to see me yap about random stuff that is going on in my life hopefully that dosent sound self absorbed but Im honestly a bad programmer and a lazy person and I just know I dont update my site like most pepole on this do IDK if thats bad or not but I should improve a lot after im done with collage I think that is everything I have to say for today I hope I can keep doing this for as long as possible and that I can keep making small improvments to the site