I thought it would be a good idea to have this here I Know it's really rough right now but it doesn't need to look that nice anyways ive been dealing with some life stuff that has to do with family so I cant say a lot other than that I want to keep updating but its hard right now and ive also been just dealing with a lot of social and emotional issues online and that's been a little new for me the online part not really the emotional/social usually I have no problem keeping everything to myself but online its a little easier to say what I want to say and I end up saying things I would have kept to myself and combine that with what ive been dealing with when it comes to my family and I end up not socializing good if there's anything thats keeping me from updating my site then you can get all the juicy details here given that its about me and not someone else ive been taking a break if you didint notice im not sure when ill be back to updating